sometimes, i hate to be back.
it shd be the warmest pl in everyone's lives.
but mine...
cold, quiet, dark n lonely.
who knows?
one day, i'll be the one suffering frm depression.
no one has one such like mine.
mine's unique but i rather its not.
i want a happy n warm one.
i dnt want one hvg a facade.
i dnt wan one w so many skeletons in the the closet.

im so drained.
ive tried my best to mk u happie.
ive spent almost all my wkends w you.
try to mk u happy.
let u hv ur way.
lead my life according to the way u like.
wat else do u want frm me?
i want to help u
but tell me how?
whn ur not letg us enter ur life.

if u dnt matter, ur mood wont affect all of us.
if u dnt matter, i wont even care how u feel or how much ur sufferg.
if u dnt matter, i wont be tearing.

sorry bimbs, i think ive scared all of u just now.
but it was rli unbearable.
and uncontrollable.
i didnt want the nite to end tt way.
but i jst cldnt tk it no more.
just treat it as it was not me u all saw.
sorrie fer jst walkg away like i did.
i love you bimbs aplently.

sorry nick..didnt mean to hang up on u as well.
bro, loveya.
thks fer being there whnever i nd someone.
much appreciated.

just leave me alone fer a moment.
let me breathe.

emotional baggage aside, award CANNAVARO the golden ball instead of Zizou pls!!!
come on, the italian captain deserves it more alrite.